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LEt Him Go~

Finally I can put down my feeling...
Not that like him already..
thanks to Sam for helping me..
If without u, I think now I still suffering..
Thanks so much Sam..

Dont make me too care of u!

I just want to tell him, don't make me too care of u ~!
or don't always chat with me..
or not I really will start to like u~!
but I know he won't read this blog.because he don't know I got this blog~!

Exam day

recently having Spm exam... damn tired and have no time to post my blog oh~
Just wanna update something to let my blog to seem nicer..
but like nothing

like someone that don't like me

I don’t know should I tell this to who?! So I just can write in my blog … recently I like someone already… but for sure he don’t know I already got feel on him, because I didn’t tell him…. I don’t want let he feels ‘afraid feeling’ like what I have experienced before..
May be you guys doesn’t know what I mean… but I’m sure got one person will gets to know what I’m saying.. that’s my friend!

Actually I’m thinking whether want to confess to him about my feeling or not, but at last, I decide not to let him know, because I don’t want to hurt myself… I know he not likes me, he just treat me as his friend only! I don’t know should I feel happy or sad about this~ but when I chatting with him in msn that time, I really feel happy!! I think I will keep this feeling until finish my SPM 1st…

SPM is most important for me now….hope I can get d good result!! But I want to tell him~~ I will like him at this moment!! Hope our relation will be upgrade from friend to best friend or ……!! Anyway, All the best!!

my trip~

This evening went to kuala selangor with my family…. Actually we want to go to kampong selangor fireflies park… but before we go there, we went to taman melawati first… walao, that place got a lot of monkeys there, so me and my sister not dare to go down from the car….but my brother-in-law just go down only and took many photos at there…. (next time show you guys). There also got many foreigner, and those foreigners take d peanut and feed them…..so the monkeys feel so excited and just follow d that foreigner….the monkeys also climb up on d body of that foreigner….. seems so scary….. but that guy not scared at all…. Those monkeys also very ‘naughty’, they jumping on d top of our car, like open party only…..
Then my sister really very scared of it, so when d monkeys are in front of her that time, she not dare to open her eyes and see….

Afterward we went to eat our dinner!! Because of I cannot eat seafood, so they ordered lemon chicken chop for me, then they ordered another foods to eat…. but that restaurant really too bad la…I mean d taste of the foods…. What the??!! My chicken chop is too sour, then the taufu is too salty….. the fried sotong is too salty also….then d vegetables ….. haiz, I also don’t know how to describe it…. Not I want to critic that restaurant la, but it is really not good lor….i’m not the people who fussy, but also saying like that, then how about for the other peoples? I also don’t know what is their comments leh…. Because I didn’t ask them… haha….

After having our meals , then we went to kampong selangor fireflies park….. after we bought d tickets, then we straight go to with d boat and start to go around that place…. we saw some fireflies at there….. they just looks like a small light bulb only, and they are just keep twinkling at there…. A worker told us actually the life of d fireflies is very short only… they just can live for 2 or 3 months…. And he also told us that we are coming on d not suitable time, because today is fourteen( follows the chinese calendar) , the moon is very bright, so that we cant really view d fireflies of the two sides of us if we are in d middle ~ he said if we come on 1st until 8th , then d views will be more beautiful than today’s one…. But we have missed that…. Never mind, still got many chances…haha…

Sigh, so tired now….have to go to bed already~~ byez my friends~

sad day~

Today so sad~~ I think my bm test will get d lower marks than my frens liao….. haiz, dun make me start to hate bm this subject….. how come I did a big careless mistake in my novel part….. it’s too bad!! And now is d trial exam leh, it is very very important !! why I so stupid…..when I told my mum about that, she just keep saying ‘how come?!’ then after that she continue to say, I also cant help u in this… And of course she blamed me also la… sigh….. why she don’t want comfort me? But may be she is helping me to face the truth!

Another sad story is just now my friend told me that ‘someone’ don’t wanna be back my friend! I thought I will feel sad about that answer…. But I m not!! I feel nothing with that…. But is it that is my real feeling? Is that I really put him aside? Who can answer me?!! I think nobody can answer me, because I also not even know what I want … but at here I want to say thank you to someone… he is my friend and also his friend~~ Stanley kit kit~ tq so much for helping to ask such that question~ and thanks for comfort me when I’m sad!

If he is viewing my blog, please give me some comments….

Nothing to write already~~ my mood is not that good~ so byez~

what a funny day!

Today I went to times square with my family, which including my mum, sister and my brother-in-law. Firstly, after we parking our car at times square, then we straight went to law yat because we wanna having our lunch at there. Now, let’s guess what we had ate?
Hehe.. can’t get it correctly right? We are having our lunch at sushi king…..yoo hoo!! And having my favourite meal~~ unagi set….. then my sister has took d crab meat, but it’s too bad, because I cannot eat …

Afterward we went to sg. Wang, and shopping at there… actually I got nothing to buy de, but my sister asked me and mum to go, so we just go lor…. Actually we are just accompanying my sis only….( hopefully she didn’t view my blog, or not sure she will say~ next time don’t want ask u to go out liao) haha… am I so bad?? Saying her thing at her back side..

After we drank too much of water and ate too much of food, so we have to go to toilet…. Some silly thing happened at there… my sister don’t want to go to toilet, so she just wait at outside there, then my brother-in-law went into male toilet, me and my mum went into female toilet…. But both d toilet is not at the same floor.. male toilet is at G floor, and female toilet at LG floor.. so we have to go downstair lor… and afterward we have to go upstair again to meet them.. we are waiting for them at there….but it is too bad, we didn’t see them…. So we just walk around there and try to find them out… but we still can’t found them…suddenly my hp is ringing, they also finding us…. They said they are not at G floor, so me and mum go to LG again… after we have reached LG floor, my hp was ringing again, they asking where were us?! After answering his call, then we went to LG floor again…. OMG!!!! Still didn’t saw them……what d???!!! we have walk up n down again and again already… my hp ringing again, this time my brother-in-law asking where were us clearly, he said he at 1st floor…. How come?? Why they go upstair…..? so tired, we have to go to 1st floor to find them again….sweat …. Afterward I got scolded by my sister. So pity man… I am innocent !!! sob sob…. But it’s nothing for me la, because just now d situation are quite funny, and my sister is not really scold me .. hehe

After finish our ‘shopping’, then her husband (my brother-in-law) just fetch us go back home lor… nothing special liao…. Hehe…..

about my feeling~~

Recently too many thing happened to me, may be I am too stress or may be I scared or what, I start to become lazy and feel like don’t care in everything, even my studies. My chemistry are so poor, but then I have facing spm this year, now still got 2 months to go. Hopefully my chemistry in my spm at least can get C, I don’t hope I will get d result worse than that. Then I hope my biology can get A, but don’t know it’s possible or not. Hehe…actually I also hope my add maths can get A.

Don’t want talk about this la~~ so now let’s me talk about other thing la.. I felt so lucky bcoz I got a kai kor that very nice…he really is a good person and he will help me if I facing any problem…. But he stay quite far from me, so I long time didn’t see him already, but we are always sms, so our relation is quite good…haha…. Now I really miss him very much…..bcoz he is my lovely kor, I will always love him, but it is not tat kind of ‘love’ , not a couple love… hehe…..hopefully he will always remember me and will never forget me after he graduate..

Recently I feel a bit lonely, because I didn’t like anyone right now…. May be that is a good thing for me, because it will not affect my mood…..and I m facing spm this year, so if I really love a person, I also won’t pak tor in this year …. Somemore nobody like me now…..and I also din love anyone now…..am I still like him?? Someone that I can’t forget in this 3 years…..before that he is really very important for me, but now I think it is NOT! He is no more important for me, but I still caring of him… I hope he will happy everyday, and my Biggest hope is we can be back friend! I will keep our sweet memory in my heart deeply… hopefully he will not forget our sweet memory too….