been long time din update my blog because I'm kinda lazy..
but today there are many sad things happened to me.. I really feel very very sad and almost can't withstand with it.. but I really thanks to one of my friend, he accompanying me and chat with me in msn until 2am.. he is such a good friend... that night my eyes really cry until swollen already.. but I never tell all these to my family.. till the next day I'm not attending to school.. actually I am quite disappointed because he(my boy friend) don't even trust me...why?! I really did nothing wrong to u... I never betray him... but he rather trust his brother instead of him... I am wonder how his bro can knew my ex bf (a fellow that i regret together with), his brother said that I still haven't break up with my ex bf.. but that is not the truth... I really don't know who is the one that created a story and slander me..but the most sad thing is my bf doesn't want to listen to my explanation n wanted to break up with me.. I keep calling him, sms him try to explain to him. but he doesn't want to listen or answer any of my call.. this week I am really sad..I don't know how to prove to him that I really broke with that fellow long time already.. what can I do right now? I really have no ideas and nearly want to fed up.. can someone tell me what to do? T.T I really don't hope to lose him because I still love him.. I don't know we break up because of misunderstanding.. they might be someone don't want us to be together.. why u so easily trust people.. what can I do u only will trust me?