Am I fall 4 u?

this few days I keep waiting for u to on9.. but I realized that u not on msn everyday.. so miss u at d moment~~

dropping of tears

I realized I still love u... what should I do? except everyday missing u, crying.. I can't even concentrate on other things..really painful..

I am still loving u

Started from 4th June 2010, I am alone… I made a decision to leave him… that time I really don’t know whether my decision was correct or not, but now I think maybe I had made the wrong decision. In these 2 days, I really miss him like crazy…I realized I still love him, but there is already no way to turn back.. maybe I got regret, but I still have to continue my pathway for my future… but one thing I am sure, I broke up with him NOT because I am no longer loving him, is just I use another way to love him n myself. But I will save him in my deepest heart.. I strongly believe that if we got fate, we will be together back in the future.. I hope I can celebrate your birthday with u in next year with girl friend status.. I love you and I miss you

been long time din update my blog because I'm kinda lazy..
but today there are many sad things happened to me.. I really feel very very sad and almost can't withstand with it.. but I really thanks to one of my friend, he accompanying me and chat with me in msn until 2am.. he is such a good friend... that night my eyes really cry until swollen already.. but I never tell all these to my family.. till the next day I'm not attending to school.. actually I am quite disappointed because he(my boy friend) don't even trust me...why?! I really did nothing wrong to u... I never betray him... but he rather trust his brother instead of him... I am wonder how his bro can knew my ex bf (a fellow that i regret together with), his brother said that I still haven't break up with my ex bf.. but that is not the truth... I really don't know who is the one that created a story and slander me..but the most sad thing is my bf doesn't want to listen to my explanation n wanted to break up with me.. I keep calling him, sms him try to explain to him. but he doesn't want to listen or answer any of my call.. this week I am really sad..I don't know how to prove to him that I really broke with that fellow long time already.. what can I do right now? I really have no ideas and nearly want to fed up.. can someone tell me what to do? T.T I really don't hope to lose him because I still love him.. I don't know we break up because of misunderstanding.. they might be someone don't want us to be together.. why u so easily trust people.. what can I do u only will trust me?